Jacify My Statement.

Have you ever feel like u been to heaven and was kicked out for no apparent reason? Or have you put in whatever effort to assure someone you care for but is just doesn't seem enough?

I wondered, why do people want to get attached? To be in a turbulence-like relationship? Feeling the high of being loved and loving someone, at the same time, feeling the low of being not good enough and being maligned.

I refused to pick up the phone, not because I am heartless. In fact, is the opposite. I always end up feeling guilty when I hear him all sappy. I know is not my fault but why do I feel so bad when I hear him?! It breaks my heart knowing that I am not the person in the world to bring him happiness, only pain and sadness.

The girls are trying to cheer me up saying that the translator is to blame. But, I know this is the not first and will never be the last fight we have over trivial stuff. I can feel it in my bones. I do.