Jacify My Statement.

"Friends come and go at different phrases of your life. They leave because they are seeking a different path from mine."

I don't resent or hate anyone who parted from my life, just admitting the fact that is their time to seek greener pastures. I let go with a smile and wish them all the best.

Being friends with me is not an easy task. My erratic temper and my brutal comments are not something people are willing to embrace. I am glad and grateful for those who stood by me, regardless of my unacceptable behaviours.

I received an email from a friend, a special friend. A friendship that is so strong and yet so weak that staying away is the best option for both of us. I am so glad that xxx is happier ever since. Maybe I was the one who was holding her back, reminding her of things she doesn't need to be remembered. Or maybe, like what Jessica in Qut said, I made her feel small and she can't deal with negative friendships. I couldn't give a fuck to what Jessica said but what she said had set me thinking deep and hard. Could it be me? Could I be that negative that people just can't stay around?

Replied the email. I surprised myself by replying to the email with tears rolling down. Set me thinking about the days we shared and the phone calls we had. The emotion well hidden away were suddenly emerged to the surface. I missed you. You were always on my mind and seeing you smile again assured me that I made the right choice. I hope you get a good job and succeed in whatever you do. Knowing you, you prolly got a job even before you go back.

Perhaps, this is what we need, a closure. Thanks for everything. The Past, the Present and the Future to you.