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Another night of self pity.
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Saturday, September 05, 2009, 11:26 PM
I finally let go. The idea of my aunt going to another world has finally kicked in. I resisted the idea of calling home to avoid facing the fact, is gone. I called my uncle and all I asked was, " it is true?"I had a dream. A dream so real that I can't get myself back to sleep. How I wish everything is an April's fool joke. A wake. Female. Few days later, I know about the dreading news. I wish I was there and yet I know I can never be as strong. To the Lee family, my heart is with you guys. My dearest 4th Aunt, may u be happy in another world, free of all pain. I never said how much you have impacted me as a child. For you have provided whatever you can to your daughters, in ways so different from mine. Though you and my mum have different beliefs about bringing up a kid, both of u are the greatest mums in your own way. I missed you. |
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