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Another night of self pity.
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Sunday, July 26, 2009, 2:18 AM
I have a rush. A rush of feelings. I miss home, family and hades. Felt like I lost a part of me with them due to the distance. Haven't talk to bro for months. The lil young boy who used to consult me on everything and anything. Where is the bond? I hope he still talks to me, anything or nothing in particular. Since young, He is such a worry. The boy who gets into trouble for all random acts, detentions and caning in school. Now that he is all grown up and has developed his own set of ideas, it only get me all cringed at the idea that he will be put in jail for some random bullshit. He is not in trouble as far as I know but drama tends to stick around him like a plague. Regardless of whatever he did, he is still my baby brother and will always be my soft spot. I fret that he will make any silly moves that he will regret forever, in relation to his career path. Though I am not with my family, I want them to know I care and I will do whatever I can to give us a better life. Be safe and wait for me to finish studying. I know I will provide us with a good life. Have faith.In me. May all greatness be with you and my family. Lil sis, you are not forgotten. Is funny that distance actually pull us together. Get well and don't get hurt again. You are young and heal fast but please don't take chances. You may not be as lucky next time. I love my family. I really do. |
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