Jacify My Statement.

Shivered in anger. The uncontrollable turmoil in me starts leaking.He walked into my room and apologised. Clayton, don't patronise me, if you wish, do a better job, cause whatever you did stinks.

"Enough, the tension you caused is unbearable. If you think is an asian thingy, so be it. I have nothing to say, the door is there."

"So, you want me gone?"

"Yes, for the better of everyone.Yes, I want you gone. I can pay more to have a peaceful night. You do not have to be the good bloke you claimed, insisting that you stayed to help out with money. If any help I seek, it will be from my mother, not you."

"Von, do you want me gone?! I don't care about your mum. I am the best room mates you can ever have!"

And it went on for a few hours.

I kind of pity him. Standing in front of the door, trying ways and means to talk. Spite doesn't work, instigate doesn't work, verbal assault doesn't work and emotional blackmail doesn't work too.

Seeing you standing at the doorway, crying, I felt a pang of guilt. Pity engulfed me, I know I shouldn't do this to a man who seriously needs help. But is suffocating and we have to go through this almost every week. New issues and problems will surface every week like a venomous cycle. One minutes you play nice, another,ignore and the next, you cry and attempt suicide.

I wish you all the best, clay. Hate is never the word to use. I don't hate you, maybe dislike. You seriously need help, seek churches or anywhere. Living in denial will never solve your current mental issues.

Girls, open your eyes, the man you are with now may one day tear you apart by using verbal assault, emotional blackmails or some underhand ways to drag you down with them. Be strong , be happy because you are worthy for what the world have ahead for you.