Another night of self pity.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007, 10:27 PM
A week from now, I will be breathing a different air. Everyone wishing me best of luck and telling me how fun Brissy is. However, excitement did not overcome me. Fear did. Fear that I am moving away from the comfort zone. Fear that this is not the life I always wanted. Afterall, dreams are not reality.Still running away from reality, luggages are let empty in the room. Wasted a week on slacking around and putting on weight, how constructive?! Maybe tomorrow. There's always tomorrow to talk about. My mum is so sweet. She tried to cook all my fave food within this week. See! I got such a long list of food that need a week to cover them all! From bird nest to curry chicken..... blah blah. My friends are also making an effort to meet up with me. Thanks, you know who you are. My visa is still unknown yet. Hope the aussie side speed up their processing, if not, ... I dunno what's the if not. Nothing is smooth for me. Maybe like what bird said, a test to myself. Damn! I hope I got a distinction for this one. |