Another night of self pity.
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I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.
I am me.
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007, 9:47 AM
I saw her. The friend that ditched me when I needed her the most, then.That betrayal scarred me pretty badly, guess nip/ tuck can't do anything about it.
I saw her, I bet she did too. The friendship we had, we shared, all turned into ashes.
All the hurt resurfaced, suddenly amplified. That dark pain inside me got lighted up.
OUCH!
Looking at her reminds me of my stupidity in the past. Stupidity of a young spirited. Who said friends are forever?! All the kiddish phrases like forever friends are bull shit. Get real people!
Those are phrases to be written in autograph books when you were younger than your hands can count.
Heard she is working in DBS. She looks good. Her life seems not bad too.
I hated the fact she is doing good, looking good and having a life. I want her to suffer for that dark patch she etched in my life.
If God can see, Give Her the Retribution.
I guess I can't forgive and forget like what I used to think I will.