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Another night of self pity.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 11:10 AM
Yvonne Li SmithAlmost near impossible for me to start this entry. Having no idea how to start and where to start. Known each other for 2 1/2 years through Adrian, her bf then. Never, I mean NEVER, would I ever think or believe we were ever going to be close. Heaven has it owns ways with us, I guess. We were practically inseparable and like sisters in any other ways. Adrian is like a brother I never had and his undying care and concern for me has been overwhelming. Him leaving for KL to work had been a blow for both felicia and me. The good'O fun days in the old grooming room can only be reminisced. However, Von replaces my lost-brotherly love with her self-sacrificing love. Always spending m0ney on me, be it sponsoring hotel accommodating to Bangkok, KL coach fare, muffins, beer, Chivas etc. etc. I owe her too much. Too much. Went China for 2 1/2 months for ITP. Von got me something from Euttusia and Star of David pendant to help me ward of evil spirit. Where to get?!!! Really did missed her then. Always good to hear her call whenever I feel stranded in China. She has been my pillar of support in many ways. Always so frank to tell me my weaknesses. (Figure wise) I daresay she is one of the special person in my life, in this phase of my life. Many asked me whether I will missed her. Truth, I will but what can I do? Her rash decision to leave have left many pondering. As her friend, I did my share of enlightening her but since she persisted, I can only give her my support. I hoped she will do well there and not be fooled by people there. Got her the book of answer, hoping it will guide her when she makes decisions. Really wish her all the best and happiness be always with her. Goodbye, My friend. |
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