Jacify My Statement.

Yvonne Li Smith

Almost near impossible for me to start this entry.
Having no idea how to start and where to start.
Known each other for 2 1/2 years through Adrian, her bf then.
Never, I mean NEVER, would I ever think or believe we were ever going to be close.
Heaven has it owns ways with us, I guess.
We were practically inseparable and like sisters in any other ways.

Adrian is like a brother I never had and his undying care and concern for me has been overwhelming.
Him leaving for KL to work had been a blow for both felicia and me.
The good'O fun days in the old grooming room can only be reminisced.
However, Von replaces my lost-brotherly love with her self-sacrificing love.
Always spending m0ney on me, be it sponsoring hotel accommodating to Bangkok, KL coach fare, muffins, beer, Chivas etc. etc.
I owe her too much. Too much.

Went China for 2 1/2 months for ITP.
Von got me something from Euttusia and Star of David pendant to help me ward of evil spirit.
Where to get?!!!
Really did missed her then.
Always good to hear her call whenever I feel stranded in China.

She has been my pillar of support in many ways.
Always so frank to tell me my weaknesses. (Figure wise)
I daresay she is one of the special person in my life, in this phase of my life.

Many asked me whether I will missed her.
Truth, I will but what can I do?
Her rash decision to leave have left many pondering.
As her friend, I did my share of enlightening her but since she persisted, I can only give her my support.

I hoped she will do well there and not be fooled by people there.
Got her the book of answer, hoping it will guide her when she makes decisions.
Really wish her all the best and happiness be always with her.

Goodbye, My friend.

Monday, November 27, 2006, 10:01 PM

Stranded due to the rain.
The rain just keep pouring as if it pities me.
My drenched clothes sent chill straight to my heart.

Was going through my hp and found some entries that were forgotten.
The days I hit my head and got stitches.
Broke my teeth and my dental visits.

This year ain't smooth going l for me but is almost nearing the end of the year so I guess I am not as weak as I thought I am.

Holiday is just weeks from now and I am planning Batam getaways to "cleanse my soul".
Exercising and catching up wth my reading will be on top of my to do list during the holidays.
Of course, I will fulfil my promise to Joyce to club with her. Maybe, I will jio Kai lin along too.

Friday, November 24, 2006, 12:53 PM

I finally got my dog walking pay!
First thing that comes to my mind, Shopping!!!!
That white watch is haunting me, telling me that I am the rightful owner.
Argh! Finally found a substitution for my "Time bomb" (Blue adidas) that keep resetting itself and out of the sudden beeped non-stop.

Got Jasmine's daughter a barbie dishes set for her 1st birthday. (Jasmine from Pick a Pet)
Damn cheap lar and yet very nice.
Now no one likes Barbie anymore?! They having sales leh!!! So cheap!!!
Not that I ever like Barbie but it used to be so expensive lor.
One fucking tee shirt costs like 50 bucks la.
Now only $19.90!!! Tmd!

Anyway, met up with Bird, Ying and Sze at Party World to sing k.
Was supposed to be 4 free hours but the bill came up to be $14++ without the dinner we ate.
Not too bad lar, at least we get to drink some good drinks unlike Kbox cliche honey lemon or the new but not so nice drinks.
The cup size also big diff lor!
Got fruits, nice pop corns ... blah blah blah.
They got alot of English songs too!!!
No more untidy Kbox song lists.

I think I am in love with Party World.

Monday, November 20, 2006, 9:38 PM

Been very very busy.
Attended Joel and michelle's wedding at Peony Restaurant in boat quay on saturday.
Quite a cool place though.
Had shark fins!!!
Had alot of food...coz the table wasn't full only 7 of us so we all got extras to eat!!!
I also finally get to dress up!!!
Ever since dog walking, I only find myself looking more and more like some old age aunty.

Jackson and I

After which, we headed down to Este Club. Fuck!
Don't go there. KNN! Canto style lor!
Tell me MOS in the end some Stupid old folk home sound alike club.
When we were there, I met Michelle's friend, Joyce, she lost 10kg in 3 months.
Gyming for 3 months plus salads for all meals!
Siao!!! I will either die from being too green or not energy to get off my bed!

I recently found out alot of my friends losing weight.
People like Bird, Michelle, Adeline... blah blah blah.
Why am I not doing anything?!!!!

Went to some pub with andy, von and the pet friends yesterday.
Andy's friend called me from afar," Ah pui!"
KNN! I don't even know him lor! Si Ah gua! TMD!!!
So angry lor... Trying to be friendly and thinks that he is so funny.
Asshole!!!

Was discussing with the others on what to get for Von since she is leaving on the 30th... Think I will get her the book of secret since she is so toot!
Hope the book can help her ward off evil people who wants to take advantages of her kindness.

Anyway, I started my workout regime today.
Nothing drastic, just jogging on threadmill for 20 mins and 10mins briskwalk to cool down.
Is a good start, i think.
Sze and Bird were there to join me in my new resolution, losing weight!!!

The supportive friends...

I am so stinky now!!!!! I better go bath before my mum takes out her feather duster to dust me.

Sunday, November 12, 2006, 10:59 PM

SO SO SO SO SO.....
* infinite....
Sorry!!!!!

Maths for business on Wed morning and I am still stuck.
I hate maths.
I forgo good food for maths.
I forgo time for maths.

I am so sorry, jasmine.

This entry is for u. I am so so so so sorry....

Saturday, November 11, 2006, 11:56 PM

Blame it on the weather, I am getting so lazy to even move much less walk.
Blame it on the weather, the pain of being alone amplified.
Blame it on the weather, everyone is not in their happy mode.

All that you did, all that you tried and in the end, all you get is pain and nothing else.
Worth it? Doubt the players in this foolish game know the answer.

Blame it on the weather.

Monday, November 06, 2006, 10:53 PM

I have a very sensitive nose.
A nose that can smell things faster than anyone.
A nose that can differentiate perfume and odour in seconds. (who can't?)
A gift or something that can lead me to my misery?

Imagine some bangala who smell like they did not bathed for million years, sat next to me on the bus. I will faint lor!!!!
TMD, is not that I am racist.
I am fine with all religions or races but just that the fact that they smell like salted fish, just irritates my nose and make me want to throw up.
I hate taking train to Little India much less taking the bus there.
Bleah.

To reveal a little fetish of mine, I like guys who smell nice; wears cologne.
I am not specific about what perfumes but it must not be some pungent Indian oil.
I also like the smell of cleanly washed and sunned clothings. So fresh, so comfortable.
I will nuzzle to sleep with my "oh, smell so nice blanket and pillow".

Let me nuzzle to sleep now...

Sunday, November 05, 2006, 11:55 PM

West Ham- Arsenal

1-0 , Draw-Home LOST (A-A)

Aston Villa- Blackburn

2-0, Home-Home WIN! ( Aston Villa win, H-H)

5 mins before chelsea game starts...

Friday, November 03, 2006, 10:59 PM

I am suffering fatigue-ness.
Did a live blood analysis and found out that I'm not as healthy as I thought I was.
Blood flow slow, immune system down blah blah

On a different note, my mum tried to exploit hades in every means she can.
On Hades' birthday, my mum did a very crazy thing.
Greed flushed her mind.
She wrote numbers from 0-9 on hades' biscuits and left it there to wait for Hades to perfom a 4D pick. Previously was straw, now biscuits!!!

what next?!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006, 1:18 AM

Happy birthday, Hades. (31st oct)

Time passed like a flash light, it has been 2 yrs.

Stop peeing every where or barking unnecessarily and I will love you even more!!!!

Happy Halloween day for my little hades.

Even though you are bigger and more stout than other mini schnauzer, I will still love the rascal in you. Even though you drool like some siao dog after playing balls, I will still allow you to lean your wet wet beard on my thigh. Even though I may give you cold shoulder when you peed on my lecture notes, I will still forgive you.

My boy, my gift, my hades.