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I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,

I am in a quiet room.

I am in the birds that sing,

I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there. I do not die.

I am me.

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    Sunday, July 26, 2009, 2:18 AM

    I have a rush. A rush of feelings. I miss home, family and hades. Felt like I lost a part of me with them due to the distance.

    Haven't talk to bro for months. The lil young boy who used to consult me on everything and anything. Where is the bond? I hope he still talks to me, anything or nothing in particular.

    Since young, He is such a worry. The boy who gets into trouble for all random acts, detentions and caning in school. Now that he is all grown up and has developed his own set of ideas, it only get me all cringed at the idea that he will be put in jail for some random bullshit. He is not in trouble as far as I know but drama tends to stick around him like a plague. Regardless of whatever he did, he is still my baby brother and will always be my soft spot. I fret that he will make any silly moves that he will regret forever, in relation to his career path.

    Though I am not with my family, I want them to know I care and I will do whatever I can to give us a better life. Be safe and wait for me to finish studying. I know I will provide us with a good life. Have faith.In me.

    May all greatness be with you and my family. Lil sis, you are not forgotten. Is funny that distance actually pull us together. Get well and don't get hurt again. You are young and heal fast but please don't take chances. You may not be as lucky next time.

    I love my family. I really do.




    Monday, July 20, 2009, 4:26 AM

    Is almost random that some thinks that marrying your cousin is actually palatable. Not referring to maternal side, of course. Not that it matters, maternal or paternal side. In my opinion, is just not 'right'. Definition of 'right' and 'wrong' is very much subjective and could be a construct to some.

    Can you imagine yourself smooching your cousin? Not to mention the fact that retardation could be an issue of concern, morality is very much questionable. Maybe, I am a prude or maybe I am just typically ASIAN. The thought irks me.

    Maybe those who seen my cousins would explains my thought of inbreeding.


    Anyhow, Rach got me to morph a kid pic. Tell me what you think about the kiddo.

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    Thursday, July 16, 2009, 6:08 PM

    The man did his cooking.

    Entree. The size was good enough for a main.

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    The main, is almost like breakfast.
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    While he was working his arse off cooking all the fancy food in the kitchen, I was working on my 'Restaurant City'.

    Should flood the blog post with my zhi lian pics.

    As you guys can see, His study room is a mess. I am not complaining, mine is way worse.

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    Thanks the man for his effort. Was really good.
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    Present the man, Domo.
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    Watched 'Marley and Me'. GOD! Both of us brawled into tears. Was amazing, I thought of Dolly and Domo thought of Astro. Both dearies passed on.

    Do watch it and tell me what you think about it.




    Saturday, July 11, 2009, 12:34 PM

    Just came back from volleyball session with domo. Played for 30mins and I was panting like a dog. God! That's how fit I am am.

    Did a jog and sprint thingy, almost died from exhaustion!! He just jogged around me, nudging me to go on. I just waved him away. Cry!!!

    I am so so so unfit!

    On the side note, Domo got me scratchy. Something that I haven't done before. He did it just to let me have a go at it.

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    Guess what? We got one! It works like a bingo and we won 8 bucks.

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    Domo got me tulips to surprise me. That's like ultra Sweet!
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    Tulips at its full glory.

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    These tulips are amazing. Pour cold water in the vase, and ding ding. Fully bloom! It was crumpling and wilting previously but got revived. Cold water is just...A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!

    Had a bet with Domo. Wimbledon doubles title. The william sisters won and so I got a nice meal.

    Steak wrapped with bacon rashers, topped with creamy mushroom sauce with cos leaves as garnish. Yummy!

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    The happy man with his master piece.

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    A thank you kiss.

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    Thanks, Domo. Mwah!




    Friday, July 03, 2009, 12:42 AM

    If you guys watched 'Ghosts of ex gf's past' staring jennifer garner and matthew mcconaughey. You would know this quote.

    "Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less... "

    So true, indeed.

    I know I am not the one who loves easily or give in to the word 'love', but I do care for you.

    Thanks for being there and patiently waiting. Heartless as it may seem, a thank you is all I can give you. Hope liking u and caring for you is enough.

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    Domo made me a 'congrats,exam is over for u' dinner. Pretty random but very sweet.

    God, I am truly surprised by how much effort he put into that dinner. A 4-course meal. Started with a soup, Chicken and corn soup, followed by an entree. Had fettuccine aglio olio with sun dried tomatoes and pork chop as main. Honestly, I almost puked after the main course. Was gigantic!

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    Yesh, he carved the rose. Random hur!

    Finally, the monster meal.
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    He made desserts too... but I got too stuffed to eat it, hence didn't take photos. We just spent the night watching 'Coupling' n cuddling. I asked his mum if she was joining us for dinner. She gave me a reply that made me walked off awkwardly.

    'You must be very lucky for him to cook such a meal.'

    She smiled when she said it. But, being socially retarded, I didn't know how I should react, I giggled and walked off.

    Thank you domo! I had a great night.

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    Wednesday, July 01, 2009, 6:23 AM

    I have finally uploaded all the pics.

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    He got me all these kit kats from Japan. My fave? Erm... Sweet Potato. Yum!

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    For Easter, I got a Gigantic Egg! Still sitting on my table.

    Kim got me something too!
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    Anyhow, I decided to show u guys something really lame. Is something that we like to do. We declared thumb war!!

    Enjoy!