Jacify My Statement.

u took my hand, spun me around. I laughed.u smiled. my insecurity disappeared. u are the sweetest. we are happy. domo-kun in your pocket. I giggled. u hugged it. I smelled it. u looked at it with glee.

everything is good. for now. u feel that we r right. I anticipate the arguments in the future. u kissed my forehead and tell me everything will be fine. I looked at u and wish nothing dark will happened.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 1:45 AM

Was talking to bya abt the period where we dig our parents' clothes and play dressed up.

Wearing makeup and thinking we look darn pretty. Towel to be used as wig. Heels to feel all adult-like.Ronald MacDonald lip makeup was considered hot then.

Thinking you are all cool and smart in your dad's suit and tie. Couldn't care less if u created crease on it. You just wanna be like your dad.

But you didn't realised you actually look like crap in those WAY oversized clothes. In fact, you look like a clown. They have to pause to consider you are being adorable or just freaking notorious.

I am pretty much an extremist. If I wanna do something, I will go all the way. Why stop at the lipstick? Pick up the blusher! Why stop there? Slap on foundation.
My mum completely flipped when she saw what I did to her collection of makeup.

Those were the days hur. Now, whose clothes or makeup should I play with?!

Sunday, April 19, 2009, 1:28 PM

Hats, hats and hats.
Sly and Eliza dragged me to chermside for dinner. Fun and I have my fill on my indulgence of shopping. I didn't get anything.

Sly kinda forced me to use his credit card 100 bucks voucher at David Jones. Siao! I am more a Myers Fan and come on... I can't possibly buy underwear in front of him also. WEIRD.

Show u something cute. Baby Domo! wahahahahaha so cute!

Saturday, April 18, 2009, 10:48 AM

Pissing me off with his inconsistency. Had a plan of not fucking care about his attitude. Ignore his messages, smart moves hur. Is hard if he doesn't even does it. But he did.

Slept again, he said. 2 messages within 10 mins. Fine, I will reply. But, I do not have credits. Too bad. Is fate, God wants me to continue this act.

Insecure, she said. Needy, I think. Wtf, every one agreed.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 1:01 PM

He went for his BIG interview today.
I came to uni, hoping I could see him looking all fine and polished in his tailored coat and of course, to study.

To my dismay, we just didn't have the chance to meet. He wants to come and meet me when I go back. But for what? He wants to send me to work later. But for what? I live like 2 steps away from work.

Xian, go back to studying. That's your reason to go uni for. That's your priority now.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 2:26 PM

Is a sign. A sign for me to loss wt.

WTF!!!

luv_pooh86 just sent you a nudge.

luv_pooh86 says:
Tony and Linda just told me to try these red tablets I saw at their place, Acai berry. They get them for $5 and they swear they lost weight, 23 pounds in two weeks. Anyways, I seen them both and wow they lost a lot of weight it really shows. http://bothbask.com

FUCK OFF... for real! hahahhaha

Saturday, April 11, 2009, 6:39 PM

He took my arms from (his) behind and wrapped them around him. We walked.
I always wanted to do that. It feels so right.

Is all about us and nothing else. Other people doesn't matter at all.

We are like people without backbones. Leaning onto each other.

Everything seems so right. For now. I am in a happy place now.

Thursday, April 09, 2009, 6:38 AM

We had the worst fight ever. Let is be clearer, I was angry at him, for not telling me he is sick. Overreacted, many said. I just don't want to be the last to know.

His constant sweetness is so hard to resist. He really likes me. I am smiling when I typing this. His persistence is unbend-able. No matter how hard I discourage him, he stands there unflinching.

Thanks Domo.

Monday, April 06, 2009, 8:25 AM

I was sitting on the couch. Watching Veronica Mars.
Rented it for von. She was bored to tears. She still is. Sitting on the floor, stretching her long legs. Constant beeping of mobile. Not mine. She beamed into a shy smile.

I stared at my own, lying there cold and motionless. Wtf, I thought.

I hate myself. Becoming a needy wrench.I hate exams too. Exam stole him away from me.

Sunday, April 05, 2009, 9:47 AM

I dropped my phone in a bucket of water. The eerie way.
Was not at all upset. Haha. I love my phone, I seriously do.

Haha. Amazing hur. Just one person, n you can forget about how shit your life is.

A risk. It is.

You don't know what you got yourself into.

Don't smother me. he said.

I kid you not.

Friday, April 03, 2009, 11:01 PM

blackmirage says:
haha. i mean
u can fuck someone if u dont love her
but u cant kiss and ruffle her hair
it just doesnt happen
if u dont love or feel absolutely passionate

I think this is it.

Thursday, April 02, 2009, 12:29 AM

Huixian
i am a girl
hahah

2:24amDamian
:S i dont understant ;);)
since whn?

2:24amHuixian
oh.... u r really good....

2:25amDamian
=D=D thank you

2:25amHuixian
so u r gay?

2:25amDamian
yeah, gay and into you

2:25amHuixian
hahah so gay...

2:26amDamian
i dont think i follow

2:26amHuixian
u say i am not a girl...

2:27amDamian
thats not what i said lol

2:27amHuixian
bull shit... damage done!

2:28amDamian
w/e i still like ya

2:28amHuixian
u r so gay