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I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,

I am in a quiet room.

I am in the birds that sing,

I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there. I do not die.

I am me.

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    Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 7:39 AM

    uni started. this could be the last time i am doing full time studies. enjoy and embrace. i'm still keeping to myself and observe how pple ticks.

    nothing is happening to my life. show me some drama.

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    Friday, February 13, 2009, 5:40 PM

    Sexy Lady

    RULES:
    1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
    2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
    3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
    4. Tag whoever you want including me
    5. Have Fun!

    IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY...?
    Rooney- When did your heart go missing

    (I'm waitin', waitin' for nothing
    You're leavin', leavin' me hanging)--- sounds like a whingy no

    HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
    Jason Mraz- Tonight, not again

    (I'm all alone tonight, not again, not again)- Alone nia what

    WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
    Sugababes- Ace Reject

    (When you say yes then I say no
    When it turns hot, we make it cold
    But still something between us holds together)- ok, erm...

    HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
    Ne-Yo- Make me better

    (Mami, I am good by myself but you make me better)

    WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
    Alanis Morissette- You Oughta Know

    (And I'm here to remind you
    Of the mess you left when you went away)--So vengeful ma?

    WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
    Rihanna- Cry

    (I'm not the type to get my heart broken
    I'm not the type to get upset and cry
    Cause I never leave my heart open)-- Ok, to stay strong, make sense

    WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
    Chemical Romance - To the end

    (To the last parade, When the parties fade. And the choice you made. To the End.)

    WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
    KT Tunsall- Another Place to Fall

    (Find yourself)--true enough

    WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
    Feist- 1,2,3,4

    (One, two, three, four
    Tell me that you love me more
    Sleepless long nights
    That is what my youth was for)--sounds like a hua ci

    WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR FIRST KISS?
    Skye Sweetnam- Tangled up in me

    (Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah!)-- I NUN OK?!

    WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
    Britney Spears- Pieces of Me

    (You want a piece of me--- wahahhaahaha)

    WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
    Gym Class Heroes- Clothes Off

    (We have to take our clothes off
    We have to party all night
    And we have to take our clothes off
    To have a good time)--I haven't done this yet... but I am only 23 this yr

    WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
    Sugababes- 2 hearts

    (Everything about us helps me grow
    But how would you know?
    Simple things bring simple pleasures that we know )

    WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
    Amy Winehouse- Just Friends

    (When will we get the time to be just just friends? Just friends )-- erm...not jason

    WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
    Savage Garden- Violet

    (WTF!!! This is not a slow song!)

    WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
    KT Tunstall-Someday Soon

    (I think it's time to put myself away
    Seek out a little silence---How apt)

    WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
    Leona Lewis- Spirit

    (Well if you need a place where you can run
    If you need a shoulder to cry on
    I'll always be your friend--- wah sound super kaypo can?!)

    WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
    Danity Kane- Showstopper

    --Yes, skanks with the money n looks

    WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
    Mims- Like this

    --YES! I AM SHOWING U SONGS I LISTEN TO?!

    WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
    Jason Mraz- Song For a Friend

    (Even if there’s no one else
    He said, you’ve got to love yourself--WAH LAU!)

    WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
    Ray J- One wish

    ( hahahahha shh)

    WHAT IS ONE REGRET IN LIFE YOU MAY HAVE?
    Sarah Bareilles-Love song

    ( Okay, I am not answering this but this song is apt)

    WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
    Yung Berg Ft Junior- Sexy Lady




    1:46 PM

    PACK PACK PACK! COME ON! CAN THIS BE ANY EASIER?! FUCK MAN!

    My luggage is spilling from von's household stuff. I didn't even get much this time but is fuck full. Isn't heavy but god... is insane!!!

    Should prolly take a nap before I fly. Gotta work on sat night. The flight will be a really long one since I am flying to brissy alone again.

    On the side note, thanks sly for cleaning up my room. I am missing everyone in sg already. Have fun while I am away.

    "I am in each lovely thing."

    Do not miss me.




    Monday, February 09, 2009, 2:30 PM

    You will not know how much u missed a thing till u seen it again.

    "Nothing have change. Is as if I haven't seen you yesterday."

    The feeling is warm and familiar. Like a bustling fireplace in the midst of the cold ,in winter. Now that I am going back soon, too soon. Very much aware that I will not be any sooner. My heart sank.

    I missed myself already. The fun I have here is indescribable. The "me" that doesn't have to worry about general stereotyping and unfamiliarity. Not that I hated it, I thrived in dramas and it pumped my adrenaline. Is just different.

    There are tons of people that I haven't met. I apologise for my procrastination and my "unwillingness" to meet. Too little time for too many things.

    Bird, I will miss u. Thanks for ferrying me around during my stay. U r a great host and a wonderful friend. May you find ur perfect dream and make it come through.




    Sunday, February 01, 2009, 5:16 PM

    Sick as a dog, lost my ez-link, lost 5 bucks out of the blue and my laptop is screwed( mainboard crashed and hdd spoilt). The only consolation is that my lappy is still under warranty. Phew! However, I may not be able to collect it in time due to their limited current stocks. Everything is yet to be confirmed and I am hopeful.

    Since there's no lappy, I can't upload my pics, next time pple... will be more fun to wait, I guess.