Jacify My Statement.

Many dramas in my life. Too much hiccups. Lack of priorities. Insufficient energy.
No safety net to catch over me. Think I need a break. Enjoy the sun, the money I can buy with and the ability to do what I may not be able to do "later".

Going to Gold Coast. No more him, no more work, no more uni and no more me.
Just need plain chilling with two mates. Uncanny union. A whole new experience with pple so different.

I anticipate the outcome.

Sunday, September 28, 2008, 12:15 AM

This irks my shits out of my anus. Totally!
The feeling that you don't reply and spending your time with her fills my head. God DAMN it! is fucking bullshit.

Just a simple question/ request and you can't even reply. The life of a mistress. I hate it. Loathe it!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008, 5:49 AM

Was watching 90210 and i totally felt infuriated. Don't ask me why. Prolly due to my current situation, anything that remind me of "him" irks my nerves.I mean, come on.... U mean there's no good men in this world at all?!

On an another note, emo lonesome mitch has been showering me with texts. The last time we did, I retorted him saying," Stop being sensitive". But all is good, I kinda pity him in a whole. Man, unsuccessful, lonely, gf left him for a butcher, 26 and only a in charge in night fill.

His hardcore flirting is so randomly ineffective. Towards von, towards me. I think by far, this is a tragedy for a man.

Updates: Life is good so far. Flirting is harmless and affair is the new black.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 1:00 AM

For the well being of myself, I am going to stop talking about jason. Yes, no question asked or statement made about him.

I need some quality time to think of other things more urgent than THAT.

Been having fun drinking with kim, my blatantly liberal aussie ho. She is incredibly unusual to fit her arse into my special friends. Her uncanny humour is not what many will appreciates, but she is true.

If only I am as bold as her.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008, 8:12 AM

Soulmate by Natasha Bedingfield

I am in love with this song. As for the word, soul mate. I retract back.

Did I mentioned, I hate how I have become.

Friday, September 05, 2008, 5:53 AM

I thought things will be different. My nervous-wreck nature seems to subside in his presence. Prolly he is in my comfort zone of trust, uni. Never really believed in the saying "Don't judge the book by its cover", but this time, I admit defeat. He is SO TALKATIVE and SO LAME. It had reached a point that is seems so hard to study with him (After Kim left). He "played" his stupid world smallest violin joke, tell me his life experiences, got me coffee and sweets. He is ridiculously random.

He called me nerdburger?! How is that relating me?!
I called him slacker-mutton. Yesh, I know. Is a lousy rebuttal but it was apt to what we talked about.

I finally know why he covered his student card. Not the name, not the student number but his age. 29 of age. Came to uni to get a degree for promotion. Never fly out of Australia before and co-owned a house with his brother. His family consists of his parents, brother, sister and him. (Inferred to his stories)

He makes me laugh at him. He makes me said things that I don't give a hoot if is a great turn-off. I think I found a soul mate. I think I did.

Monday, September 01, 2008, 6:42 PM

Studied with Kim in the Michie building and much much later, Jason joined us too.
Pretty cool. We talked. Pisces man with ambition. Mining Engineering cum Accountancy. Pretty cool and I guess, rich too.

Pretty street smart-> found us without us telling him the room no.
Cute-> Turned red when he laughs
Not petty-> Kim was mentioned her "bastard" history in her family line and reckon jason's has the same history
"polite"-> didn't pick up a call when he was with us but that could mean he doesn't want us to know his gf called

He said he usually studies with pple for commerce modules...my heart died, literally. I got more comfortable after, like talking to a retarded boy. haha

Was cool.