Jacify My Statement.

I am officially sick. Was it Carl Junior or the Jalepeno? OR damn Mocha Frap?! My throat is sore and I am having flu! When I sneeze, is so painful. DAMNATION! Is ultra untimely to be sick now. Is as if I am going for swimming heat and I am having menses. U get the geez? ARGH!!!!

Went to Guan Yin temple at bugis and Hell, it was crowded. I didn't realize that Singaporeans are such holy people. You really get to see people from different walks of life coming to celebrate 15 and eating vegetarian food. Aunties push to get their lotus in the common vase , eager women who are still on the "field" praying to be off the shelve for good. Men in shirts and pants praying to win the grand lottery and maybe get into relationship with Christy Cheong or maybe Angelina Jolie.

Oh well, is good to have hopes. Who am I to judge? My piece of advise, pray that kind of wish silently and not exclaim it loudly in the middle of the temple. Is... erm.... embarrassing.

Peace out! I think I still have load to pack. Batam tomorrow!

Saturday, June 23, 2007, 10:27 PM

A week from now, I will be breathing a different air. Everyone wishing me best of luck and telling me how fun Brissy is. However, excitement did not overcome me. Fear did. Fear that I am moving away from the comfort zone. Fear that this is not the life I always wanted. Afterall, dreams are not reality.

Still running away from reality, luggages are let empty in the room. Wasted a week on slacking around and putting on weight, how constructive?! Maybe tomorrow. There's always tomorrow to talk about.

My mum is so sweet. She tried to cook all my fave food within this week. See! I got such a long list of food that need a week to cover them all! From bird nest to curry chicken..... blah blah. My friends are also making an effort to meet up with me. Thanks, you know who you are.

My visa is still unknown yet. Hope the aussie side speed up their processing, if not, ... I dunno what's the if not.

Nothing is smooth for me. Maybe like what bird said, a test to myself. Damn! I hope I got a distinction for this one.

Saturday, June 16, 2007, 8:44 PM

Feel rested, maybe due to the fact that I have one load off my shoulder. Starhub. Don't get me wrong, I love it there, the people, the environment and ... and...ok, fine, the people there.

Yesterday was my last day, sad as it is, I didn't tear. The farewell hugs, the hand shakes and the greetings I receieved. All of them warmed my heart.

The pussy plushie that fought my sleeping demon during my revenue making hrs.

Bye Starhub!

On the different note, celebrated Rach's bday on Tues. Went for medical checkup and felt "raped", headed to Canela, highly recommended by bird for their strawberry shortcakes, to get for rach. Had k since rach so love to sing, asked bird along- nope i think she asked me. Anyhow, we went.

Yesh, that's rach. Ain't she scary? She scares me some time. NOT

She even though of murdering her own gf on her birthday.

Still, we love her. Group pic.

Happy 21st, Rach!

If you noticed the above pic, yes, I cut my hair short. By the way, is supposed to be shoulder length but seems like is way shorter than that.

I miss my long hair.

Oh yah, Daniel and jw went tekong today.

Bye, take care. Not sure when I will see both of u again.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007, 11:22 PM

Mailed 20kg to bardon, qld. Von will be there by 24th. Justin is 24yrs old. I think he thinks I stalked him. I did not. I still think he is hot. Fluent in spanish and writes with expressive expressions.

Half day tml. IDP is helpless. Australia Visa is fucked up. I am lazy. Let me die fat.

Love kimura's ad (gatsby). Hooked to that jingle. Looking forward to the launch. Damn the marketing people, why make it so catchy?!?!?!