Jacify My Statement.

It has been nearly 2 months in starhub. Things are getting better, I hope.
haha

Some said that if you want to tell a character of a person, look at their work desk. Looks primed and neat, so unlike me.

Yes, not much of work.... Was on msn chatting. shhh...

My right view, Dehua working (as if), bet he was msn-ing too. Neo's seat is next to dehua.
No one is sitting beside me but not anymore. By 7th May, I got ibraham.
(blessing in disguise or what?)

Left view is a gallery of brollies. haha

Looking at the pics in front of me makes me smile, never fails to chase my boredom away.
Did I mentioned that this month, Starhub's welfare benefit is Chin Chow? Yah, I bet starhub thinks all their staffs are heaty. First, honey water and now, chin chow.

So much for today. Will try to take more pics if I am in the mood. I know my blog is getting boring without pics or frequent entry.

Saturday, April 21, 2007, 12:04 AM

Is not a sudden realisation that I am huge but a fact that haunt me like forever, since my brains can function well.

Gluttony, greed and crave for happy food is the cause of the deed.

Sitting back and looking at pics of myself is like watching your own porn in utube in disgust. That flabby arms, oh that thunder thigh, fuck that neckless being....

The whole event is freaking gross. Nothing seems to feel comfortably, thighs rub against each other, sleeve tug at the arm area because you are too fat. Looking at the mirror, searching for the slimmest angle but you find none. Dressing up seems like a hassle, buying clothes makes you feel sad. Is always XL.

Is time to stop this, for good. At least I should try to make it happen.

No more eating alot at night.
No more coke.
No more feeling full.
No more coconut.
No more bubble tea.
No more food when you are not hungry.
NO MORE!!!

Christy went binging.... (daniel said it)

Christy pls stop... pls...

Thursday, April 19, 2007, 11:24 PM

Everyone is leaving in Starhub. First, Bob, then now, Neo. Soon it will be me and de hua.

All good things must come to an end. Sad but the world won't stop to let you grief.

I was reading kai lin's blog and came across tiffany's. The world is fucking small. Her bf is carlos! My italian friend who has a fetish for panties. He is sick. Horny.

Anyway, losing hp becomes an annual event for me. Yah, again!
Got k800i cyber shot. thanks people for contributing to my present, hp.
Hai, every yr hp for present.

Thanks pple... I have already got a few presents and I do seriously love them.

Saturday, April 07, 2007, 6:23 PM

I swear I never gotten so drunk in my life. I swear I will ban clubbing for now.
People, don't call me. I will not be available for clubbing till I got over the aftermath.

Is unbearable and sickening. I was wasted.

The scenes kept haunting me again and again. Fragments of scenes.
Glad I was ok and gotten myself home. No more playing. No more.

I still can't remember what exactly happened.