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I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,

I am in a quiet room.

I am in the birds that sing,

I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there. I do not die.

I am me.

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    Monday, February 26, 2007, 8:02 PM

    A whole new day for me.
    New lanyard, new user ID and new desk.
    I am in the revenue generating society.

    Wasn't in any mood to be sociable, blame it on the monday blues.
    Hanging around my desk, listening to my mp3 and doing my stuff.
    I was in the leave me alone mood.

    Thanks Teck Hua who brought me along to eat, told mi this and that.
    Thanks Noridiza for guiding me though there's nothing to learn.

    I was hanging out ( not talking much though except with teck hua) with this group of people who are around my age.
    One of them is somewhat the type Bird is pursuing for but he is busy flirting with this girl who suggested to play strip poker. -_-
    Neo is like zhi ming, 3 8, who only ate fruits for lunch.
    Worst den girls.
    Others are.... I can't remember their names.
    One looks like Ella, basically a butch another the strip poker girl.

    Is so weird the strip poker girl also flirt with ella wannabe!!!

    The place is super slack.... So slack that I can use msn and friendster.
    So slack that people can sleep.
    Hai

    I am so tired after work for doing nothing.
    Kill me!




    Friday, February 23, 2007, 1:19 PM

    School's over but my life just started, in a way.
    The road in front of me is bleak and damn UQ for not replying yet.
    Everything is on hold and I can't move on till UQ nod their fucking head.

    Got a job at starhub and intending to hold on to the grooming job for extra income.
    Start work on monday but I haven't enjoy enough yet!!!
    Cash is running low. Real LOW.
    Angbaos? Almost gone due to MANY MANY 21st!
    Von, How to save money?! Hai.

    My mind is in a fluster. The decisions that was once so firm, now fickle.
    Am I choosing the best route for myself?
    *Brush it off.*

    I think I poke too much into people's life.
    Their decisions influenced me in a way or another.
    Bleah! I am sure what I want. Let's just move on and don't think too MUCH.

    FUCKING UQ!!! GIVE ME UR REPLY!!!!




    Thursday, February 22, 2007, 11:26 PM

    What Would I want my Guy to be like?

    this survey must have a valid answer.answers like dunno or not sure are notallowed.Answers must be honest.
    READY?
    Let's go!

    #01. Would you mind if your guy is fat?
    I am fat guess I can make do... wahaha
    #02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
    Yah, if not married I do meh?!
    #03. What is the maximum age gap you prefer you and your guy have?
    for now erm.... 5 bah
    #04. Would you mind if you guy smokes?
    Nope if he doesn't smoke 1 packet a day.
    #05. Must he get good grades?
    Academically he doesn't have to be WAH SO SMART but at least street smart.

    #06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
    haha I opt for the former.... ALLEN WU!!! DANIEL WU!!!! My type my type!
    #07. Must he be popular to suit you?
    Chey for what?! can eat meh?! As long as he treats me well and love me, that should be enough
    #08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?
    If i have a choice, the answer will be no. (see! i so understanding!)
    #09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
    Chey, I'm not Pilot Insituition sia.
    #10. Must he be perfect in everything?
    No one is perfect, even myself(the most understanding girl) is not perfect.

    #11. Will you be furious OR worried if your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
    What is DM?! What Lingo is that?! Due Menses? Deadly Menses? Dumb Man?
    #12. Must he be taller than you?
    God is good all the time. He will find someone as tall or taller guy for me.
    #13. What is the first thing he attracted you?
    erm... The Aura and looks but dun have to be super shuai.
    #14. Does how much he loves you matter or as long as you love him is enough?
    This is hard. erm... I hope he loves me more than I do but he loving me is enough.
    #15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or respect?
    I have limited tolerance level for elderly since young so I guess I hope he is polite enough can le.

    #16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
    There's nth I can do to stop her...
    #17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him?
    Assuming I have one now, if he cheats on me, Is the end.
    #18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
    There are not many virgin boys around.
    #19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country?
    Depending on my career at that time.
    #20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
    -_- He is not 3 yrs old.

    #21. What is the most important thing you seek in your guy?
    Ambitious enough, trusting and understanding
    #22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind?
    Abit of both. I get bore easily with only one kind.
    #23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
    This is diff. erm.... if the guy and I are together, I'll leave it coz I have trust in him. if we are not together, erm, I will back off. (C!!! So wei da. hai)




    Monday, February 19, 2007, 9:44 PM

    Was listening to radio and suddenly I heard some foreign language from the old ancient hi-fi set.
    It was Rain on Perfect 10.
    Was blurting out on how weird it is to hear Rain on Perfect10 and guess what my bro replied?
    "Oh, Coz he got English name..."

    Damn retarded lar! The answer.
    The fact that he didn't laughed at his own joke makes this even more erm.... lame.

    Anyway, was using my desktop in my bro's room. (My Lap's Hdd died)
    I came across a black bag and inside is a heart-shaped box in scarlet red.

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    TADAH!

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    J FOR JUNRONG.(That's my bro's name)
    Is not me to leave that like that. I probe, I question and I peek!!! haha

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    The minute I opened the box, pungent perfume smell enveloped me.
    I almost died, literally.

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    Wah! Ferrero Rochers!!! Pics of them together and small handmade flowers.

    That's what people do during anniversaries. Haha

    Please note that Ferrero Rochers are best eaten the way it is and please do not put them in Perfumed Box. The chocolates WILL TASTE LIKE FUCK!




    Friday, February 16, 2007, 5:45 PM

    I am a hairstylist, to my bro's view.
    I have a certain flair for hair trimming and hair colouring, according to him.

    A box of loreal hair dye and an art craft scissors was all we need to create an 'art piece'.
    We started around 1am and I went to sleep afterwhich.
    Was too tired to wait for the end product.

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    aluminium foil is the key!
    I salute the hair stylist for they can dye such fucking short hair systematically!
    Is tmd difficult!
    My bro constantly moving and complaint he wants this and that!
    So easy you do it yourselve la!

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    The end product wasn't as BLONDE as we expected but surprisingly suits him like a pair of well fitted gloves.

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    Fitch and ready to go!




    Thursday, February 15, 2007, 11:13 PM

    I realised that I don't fancy flowers.
    Is embarassing, is expensive and I don't know what to do with it.
    The sunflower wp gave is placed nicely in the vase on my alter (sheng tai).
    Why can't it be Calla Lillies?

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    sze and I

    I realised my face is quite flat!!!!

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    Went Wala with the girls and have our share of alcohol and pizza.

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    My sunflower.

    Vday is fun even without any guy.
    We had fun, Happy Friendship Day!




    Tuesday, February 13, 2007, 10:03 PM

    Bd ends in a beautiful note.
    The presentation wasn't well prepared but according to the Select pple, we are more in syn as compared to previous.

    As for Business Strategy Game, our group came in 5th position.
    Sze and I was ecstatic,as we didn't expect us to soar so high after being at the bottom 3 for 4 years in the game.

    Shook hands with Edmund and Ivan, bid our goodbyes.
    Sweet words from Ivan saying I am fun, nice, loud and sincere.

    My impression of him are as below:

    Funny guy who loves the screaming sound of girls,doesn't want people knows he is 21 this yr and very bimbo-ish.

    As for Edmund, the guy with an intensive glaze, a stinko body, with bad mood swings and lastly, very smart.I will miss two of them, bet I will never get to meet them again.

    Best of luck, bros.




    Friday, February 09, 2007, 12:03 AM

    I wanna drink my life away.
    Like that day at MS with Rachel, Bird and Elsa.
    Just a pint of beer with some silly jokes, I am high like nothing.

    Life is plain, without alcoholic effects.
    No laughters no conked up jokes, no men trying to hit on you.
    I want more drinking sessions.
    Let me be less sober.




    Tuesday, February 06, 2007, 1:04 PM

    Finally, Maths is killed.
    Not difficult but neither is it simple.
    That devil haunted me every single day.
    While I am bathing, it lurks behind my back with differentiation and integration.
    When I am watching tv, implicit diff watches my every single moves.

    Nothing can let it get out of my life.

    I decided to fight it however, menses weaken my will.
    The pain couldn't go away and that devil kept attacking me with more Log and In.

    Anyway, I defeated it. THe power of strength.