Jacify My Statement.

I embarked on this shopping spree(Online shopping). No hassle, no weather constraints, no transport fee. Just me, my sofa, my lappy and a cup of hot tea. That's the pros, of course. However, I will tend to overspend and at the end of the day, I will realised that I have got some really ridiculous stuffs that I'll never wear.

That's the curse of being a lady, I guess. Always looking out for new clothes or new bags or even new undies.

This time round, I got myself 2! Yesh, 2 necklaces. There are two angels, one in gold and another silver. I kind of like it. Is very angelic! hahaha What am I saying?! Of course is angelic!

I think I better stop this before I see myself bankrupt.

Thursday, January 25, 2007, 2:37 PM

I am aching all over.
Pain and tired.
Slept the min I came home.
Tons of missed calls. hai.

Friday, January 19, 2007, 12:16 AM

Current mood: Dorky

Last day of school, officially.
Was expecting photo taking sessions, bench kissing moments...
None of that happened, probably due to the fact that some of us are going to school tml.
For me, to seek Master Sam's help for Integration.
Maths sucks.

Many happenings in school recently, new chairs for comp lab, ( looks like throne!), fight in classes blah blah blah.. licking sessions... ass grabbing and breast groping.
haha gotta miss it.

Did I mentioned I stopped drinking carbonated drinks?
Oh yah, a new step towards Christy.
As for jogging, after my exams.

Small little things that send me to heaven.
Just a little concern and that smile.

Friday, January 12, 2007, 1:50 AM

graduation ceremony for two days, back to back.
less than a month, i'll be left stranded with only two options, uni or work.

the campus that is too near to take a bus but yet to far to walk, is going to end its milestone in my life.
friends that i have made while playing, benches that i have vandalised, toilets that i swore i will never used will be buried in my closet.

i will miss the days.
the fight that was crazy.
the gathering at benches.
the lecture halls.
the lecturer visiting.

the friends.
the town kakis.
the toilet that i claimed is mine.

damn i will miss them.

if only, time will stop.
pls stop at the period where there's not endless projects or tests.
just plain fun.

i didn't know many juniors know me till smart ceremony.
overwhelming cheers.
thanks.

i will miss my
godfather 1, mr lee chong hwa
godfather 2, Dr Sheh
my personal friend, yen yen
leng zai, Mr Ben Choo

------the end------

what aussie did to a girl after...

one month

Tuesday, January 09, 2007, 12:22 AM

Resolution, Not

My last chance to be christy cheong.
i think i will drop the idea of having a new yr resolution, i 'll never fufill it anyway.
as if is meant to be broken.

fresh start, a whole new piece of drawing board.
last yr was a colourful one, messy but at least artistic enough.
ups and downs. single.
consolation, no broken heart.

lessons learnt, tears dropped, weight gained, winkles formed.
i have to admit i am old.
so much so that i see small little teeny weeny lines formed at the side of my eyes.
i stood on my weighing machine for the first time ever since the poly check up.
almost broke down crying. you know la... girls..

anyway, being fat is a sin.
you can be ugly but as long as u r fat.
you are out of the league.
admit it! this is reality!

dun agree?
u are a liar.

look at the girls being hooked up in clubs.
ugly lor... in the dark, you can still c that they are ugly.
can you imagine when the place is lighted?
the girls that are hooked up have similar traits.
short, petitte and slim.
not as if i gian being hooked up by some di di lar...
is just that... you know... i dun understand y?!

i am trying so hard... to make it work... my weak will power n my excuse of having no motivation always deter me from achieve it.

give mi the strength

Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 10:48 PM

love used to be simple

love was much simpler in the past. if you like or love someone, you just do. no hidden agenda.

nowadays, it has evolved into something more complicated. it has become a game whereby both sexes pit their wits against each other. at the end of the day, there are no winners. how did we all arrive to such a state? sad isn't it?

you can't even trust someone anymore.
how do you know if the other party is sincere?
how do you know if the other party is not playing the 'lead you on' game?
how do you know if the other party is not only interesting in your money, body or looks?

honestly, how do we know?
or do we simply follow the crowd and become another 'player' in this ridiculous game, just so to protect ourselves from the pain.

ask yourself this question: what if i push away someone who is really sincere?

i am just so tired ...

10:12 PM

New year to all.
Happy? I hope it will be.

bad start for now. No motivation, non-stop nagging sessions, endless arguments...
Junior and Dippy, the two monster dogs left.
No casualties.

Left for felicia's crib for countdown.
erm, more like a mahjong session.
The older group played their normal mahjong while the younger peeps hooked themselve with the 3 ka unique mahjong.
QUICK game.
HARD to count fan.
UNIQUE, overall.

The biggest winner is Xue Er. Won more than 50 bucks.
Lucky bitch!

Was supposed to meet the girls for some chilling and beauty showing session but was forced to do spring cleaning.
Wat the hell?!

Not chinese new year leh! do what spring cleaning?!

anyway, i feel dusty now. NOW!