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Another night of self pity.

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I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,

I am in a quiet room.

I am in the birds that sing,

I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there. I do not die.

I am me.

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Thursday, December 28, 2006, 3:16 PM

I am a fucking nun. I dun deny it.

You are a Cautious Red Light Dater

Your dating motto is "slow and steady wins the race"
You prefer a long courtship to a whirlwind romance
This doesn't mean that you are anti-social or cold
You just need time to warm up to the right guy

You're online dating style?
You are likely to take your time on your profile
Then, wait and see what kind of guy emails you
As you get more comfortable, you meet more people.

What's Your Dating Speed?

Men See You As Understated

You are an intriguing mix of girl and woman.
You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.
Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.
You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?

how come the second quiz sound so fake? mi protected?
mi feminine n quiet? bleah!
*roll on floor n laugh

Saturday, December 23, 2006, 9:10 AM

hates it when pple breath down my neck.
not mentioning the sexual way but you know...

hates it when pple keep repeating what wrongs i did.
shit ass!
fucking ass.
Is just some small curly wurly fries thingy yet keep repeating!(small issues)
I dun understand aunties, they are bored are shit bored.
My mum inclusive and other friends.
Running of things to say so bring up the history?

An act of a fucking loser. Period.

9:10 AM

hate it when pple breath down my neck.
not mentioning the sexual way but you know...

hates it when pple keep repeating what wrongs i did.
shit ass!
fucking ass.
Is just some small curly wurly fries thingy yet keep repeating!(small issues)
I dun understand aunties, they are bored are shit bored.
My mum inclusive and other friends.
Running of things to say so bring up the history?

An act of a fucking loser. Period.

Thursday, December 21, 2006, 4:22 PM

anyone watched Hard Candy?
Is boringly sick.
pyschopath Haylie trying to kill this pedophilia 30 plus photographer who is into young girls.
i think is pretty lame.
Castrated him, made him hang himself.

upon 5 stars, I'll give it a 2.5.
Applaud to the lead Ellen Page, she acted that sick girl very well.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006, 7:37 PM

is just too hard to love him.
not that i never tried.
his doings were never accepted coz he did nothing.
his contributions were never recognised coz he never contributes.

you have a life that doesn't involved us, not that we want to be included.
you came home barely speaks to us, not that we want to tok to you.

you are so selfish, it actually scares me.
did you ever care that i failed my spellings or dictations when i was young?
did you care i have asthma on that particular p.e. day?
what do you care for in the family?

to switch off the aircon in the middle of the night coz is ex?
to scold us for watching too much tv coz is ex?
to call bro and ask him when he is coming back coz mum told u so?

it doesn't matters, does it?
you like playing this blame game, you go ahead.
is never your fault, is never your intention.

you hollered at me and wanted to raise your hands on me, go ahead.
i didn't tok back not that i am afraid that you will hit me but becoz you are my dad.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006, 5:30 PM

Holiday is good.
If you have tons of DVD to watch.

Today, I caught "Another Gay Movie" and "American Pie 5".
The former one is too much of sex for me. It kinda makes me feel a little too shy, especially you are watching it in the living room with your laptop bustling with moaning sounds.
My sister was staring at me when she came out of the room, seeing her ever so pure sister watching a sex tape.

The MOVES are quite real. Dicks can be seen.
Frenching are real.
Sucking, erm... shifting position.
Guy masturbating in the shower and performing anal.
I think I should go back to my convent.

As for the latter movie, way disappointing.
The cover is like this:

The story is about saving owls!!!! TMD! No kissing... no sex themes... Not even I love u, you love mi?! Worst thing is, no humour!!!!

Got my first X'mas gift from Ivan yesterday.
Was a cup of sweets and a daily bread.
I am more into the daily bread though, thanks pal.
Thanks edmund for the movie, The Holiday.
I didn't know guys like to watch romance story! *shrug
Fine, if you prefer sitting next to Ivan than me. -_-|||

Anyway, this few weeks will be me staying at home n enjoy all the movies.
Back into my convent.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006, 3:24 PM

Had my share of shopping.
Got a watch, finally.
Esprit digital watch for this season at 30% off!

I love X'mas.
Everywhere seems to be having sales

Had a new hair cut.
Unintentionally, bangs.
Long story behind those bang, so let's just forget it.
Colour my hair to Deep Burgundy but in the end turn out to be black.
Not too bad though, the new look.
But Cheena as quoted from Von.
Damn!

Did I mentioned that a puppy is staying at my place?!
He is Brock.
4 mths old.
So cute, so adorable.
Good friend of hades.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006, 1:19 AM

Crying is not an option, not a choice.
is unconscious, is not within my means to stop.
if crying is a reflection of how your heart is bleeding, i think i am dying.

God, Allah, buddha, whoevers that can hear mi, pls relieve my pain.

Sunday, December 03, 2006, 12:04 AM

have u reached rock bottom before?
nothing can be as bad as that
is just plain pain
once u were there, nothing is going to stir your emotion again.

not allowing ur tears to fall, afriad that u divulge too much of urself
when ur bud call, all ur ego dispersed. u just can't stop crying
ur bud called when u least expected
is like telepathy
u know she needs u or vice versa
nope, i am not feeling better.
so much things happened within such a short period of time