Jacify My Statement.

granny got released.

School started and I hated it.

Dog walking is getting tiring and sweaty.
Best of all, I have to go class after the walks.
Walking is a sport but why ain't I losing weight?!!!

the taiwan talk show in the morning hit me straight.
Finding someone who loves me the way i am.
A lie i tell myself every night.
The truth, i tried to hide it from myself, the fact that I am too fat.

Bleah. Think this time I better do something about this.
For once, let mi be determine.

Monday, September 25, 2006, 11:06 PM

hair-pulling.
That's the word i will use to describe MATHEMATICS.
Bleah.
Algebra is crazy and so is graph!

granny was admitted into hospital in the late afternoon.
Nothing serious but need to stay for a few days for observation.
90 yrs old, still strong.
We were all worried but we know god bless her.
She is fine.

PHEW!

hai....

Wednesday, September 20, 2006, 11:30 PM

Feeling sporty, guess late time soccer is the main reason.
Feeling lardish, guess daily indulgence of HAPPY FOOD.

When walking, I felt fat.
I decide to be honest. A honest 1hr walk for jackson today.
Tml will be another issue.

Eat in moderation, something that I failed to apply in my own diet.
A disgrace to all food and nutrition students.

Do u have the urge to fill our stomach and all u want is to just eat and eat?!
I do.

Do u lie saying you have not eaten when a min ago you just finished ur meal?
I do.

Someone stop me!!! I 'm getting out of control!
I want food ...food....
Pre-mense sympton!!!

Monday, September 18, 2006, 1:23 AM

I witnessed my bro being henpecked.
The truth is, they fussed over such a small matter that is not even worth talking about it here.

I overheard their conversation unintentionally( my lappy is in my bro's room), the girl got so worked up coz my bro wasn't in the room to pick up her call and his msn was put 'away'.

What's the whole issue about?!

His voice, shaky.
Her tone, demanding.

I guess it really takes two hands to clap.

He kept saying sorry.
She kept insisting why the msn is put 'away'.

Their relationship is not within my understanding.
Bleah!

Friday, September 15, 2006, 1:13 AM

Miss walking down the familar route that leads me to Botanic Garden.
The green musky smell of the woods and the scent of the wet grass always rejuvenate my spirit.
Miss how the rain drops and my sweat merged to display a wet and sexy me.
Jokes aside, I like the 'Just me and Jackson' feel.

This week had been relaxing for me. (No dog walk, No Jackson, no poo picking)
I indulged in HK dramas and the comfort of my bed.
My mum called it the 'paralysed symptons'.
I practically spent my days on the bed and not venture to anywhere else.

At night, I stayed up to watch soccer.
Be it Champion League, European Qualifier or English Premier League, for my livelihood depends on them, just for this week.
Income from dog walking has been cut, I sought soccer as the alternative.

Peggy said something that touched me.
She will asked her mum to lend me money if I really need money for my uni.
Silly girl, is not a small sum plus I do not have any relation with your mum.
I appreciate it. Really.
Whenever you need someone to hear you, I am just one call away:>

Thursday, September 14, 2006, 12:11 AM

I hate this pet lover's and pick a pet shit.
Hate the fact that one told me this and I unintentionally tell it to another.
Fuck it!

Sick of being in between.
Now, even simon.
What's the secrecy about going to Bangkok?!
Fuck it!

So sick.
So sick of knowing and so sick of saying.
Let me go.

Saturday, September 09, 2006, 10:44 PM

Wed
Had vodka in HV with adel, matt, rachael, von n myself.
Afterwhich, we headed down to plasma for a bottle of chivas.
In the end, we had two.
Adel was down before we finished the first bottle.
Matt was cranky and was second to be off form.
Von played the mother hen, taking care of adel.
Rach and her gf, xue er, were hugging each other most of the time.
Me?!
Drinking and laughing at Matt.
Reached home at 4am.

Thurs
Woke up by peg's mum at 8 plus in the morning.
Followed by bernice.
Gave up sleeping and decided to walk dog.
Adel was still not feeling well.
Matt on MC.
Rachael and Xue er got hang over.
Only Von n I survived.
Had a poly reunion with daniel and others.
Played indian poker.
BBQ is fun and so is Bernice's house.

Random.
Feeling so random today.
Be it the entry today or my thoughts.
Sze is heading to japan tonight.
Bon voyage.
Miss ya.

Bleah, guess i better watch soccer now.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006, 12:35 AM

Don't probe me.
Is fucking irritating.
I hate being interrogated.
Not from you.

You wanna feed your curiousity, but you seek the wrong audience.
DEH! Please try again!

Went JB with Shiya and Adel.
Had fun.
Loads of laughters and screamings.
Period.

Sunday, September 03, 2006, 10:19 PM

He just told me....
He just told me that he will take care of me in Aussie.
He just told me that he will work and I will study.
He just told me that he will give me money while I study.
He just told me that 7 yrs difference is no big deal.
He just told me that he will let his wife managed his two houses back in his country.
(He is single)

He just told me that guys of his race can fuck a girl till she forget who she is.
He just told me that guys of his race can fuck a girl 9 times a day unlike chinese.
He just told me ....

Sounds like happiness?!
Guess what?
The worst thing is....
....
....
......
.......
He is a Bangala!

Saturday, September 02, 2006, 12:33 AM

A proud owner of Fujitsu S7110.
No finger sensor but I don't care.
I love how light and sleek it is.

Yesh, the finger prints on the cover but i make myself believe it to be an art piece.
Contended.

Next move, find a loan.
Followed by a house.
Once next sem is over, I am ready to go.
Possible that I will be spending my 21st there.
Got a gift from my student, Alvin.
Got 76 for english.
Managed to squeeze him into band 1.
phew!
Was asked to teach chinese.
Guess I will consider that offer.