I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,

I am in a quiet room.

I am in the birds that sing,

I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there. I do not die.

I am me.

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• The laughing signal
  “If she makes you feel like a stand-up comedian, even though you’re not that funny, she wants to take it to the next level,” says David Wygant, author of Always Talk To Strangers, is an excellent signal-reader.
  
• The tell-tale time sign
  If you are friends with a woman and sometimes wonder if there might be more there, take heed of when she wants to hang out with you. If she wants to meet you for a quick workday lunch, chances are she doesn’t fancy you in the way you might hope. But if she asks you to meet her for a drink in the evening or to see a movie with her on a Saturday at 8 P.M., she may be casting you in more of a boyfriend role.
  
• The body language clues
  “Her body language will give her away—if a woman leans in toward a guy while he’s talking, mimics his body language, and maybe sneaks in a subtle touch here or there, these are pretty good signs that she’s into him. Obviously, he should get her phone number and actually call.”
  
• I like you look
  A guy should also know what kind of eye contact is waving him in. Direct eye contact that lasts more than a couple of seconds is a sign of interest, say the experts. And if a woman looks from your eyes to your mouth, well, things are in very, very good shape.
  

Did I committed any of the signs?

1. I hugged and kissed my bolster to sleep since young and now, I still have this habit.
   Call me deprived but I am better than those who kissed their hands to 'practise' kissing.
   
2. When I stayed at home the whole day, I don't bath till night time. I see no need since I am so comfy the way I am.
   
3. I only brushed my teeth after my breakfast. Cleaner lor!
   
4. In my bathroom, you can see plenty of facial foams and shampoos. I deeply believed that we cannot use one single brand, we must try others to prevent getting "immuned" .
   
5. I got phobia towards drinking Vodka after the event with Ping. The dare.
   
6. Exams anxiety. I don't fare well during exams.
   
7. After 12am, my voice will turned real deep.
   
8. When I am alone, I think alot, fantasises alot about the impossibles. eg. What will it be like if I am so and so's gf?! If I am some rich girl, how will I spend the money?
   
9. I used to kiss my class photo (Colin Chong) to sleep and imagine him as my bolster. Pri 4 to 5's memories.
   
10. I peed in the corridor before coz I was too urgent to even open the damn door. But that was when I was pri 6.
    
11. I played with my mum's makeup and called Colin Chong. Thinking I will sound prettier if I had make up on. That was when I was in Pri 4.
    
12. The most ridiculous thing I did in the past was to wash my hair with a pail when on the line with Joel Chong. I remembered I was the LOVE expert and telling how to woo Jeanette. What a contradiction I was. That was pri 4 too.
    
13. I ate mucus when I was young. I bet everyone did that!!!!
    
14. Colin and I had a mini business that never succeed. Our product: The paper dustbin which cost 50cents. wahaha. Pri 5.
    
15. When I sensed that a guy like me, I will treat the guy like trash, scold him, be real mean to him even though I like him too.
    
16. I don't believe in the word best friends coz they failed me everytime and I don't categorised my friends. To me, at different phase of your life, you will have someone who is close. Once you passed that, that's it.
    
17. I once told William Sin that I know how toout curse on people very well and he believes me and treated me like lao da ever since. Pri 3.
    
18. I picked up smoking a month ago to try how was it like but didn't continue coz I feel that is dumb.
    
19. I fall in love and fall out of love easily.
    
20. I dated Victor lee when I was Pri 5 coz colin fall for steph. Victor was also my type.. so why not?! We went kfc and jurong for a walk and that was it.
    
21. I had a flowery swimwear that looks ultra ah ma during Pri 4-5. Worst, learning swimming with victor and his bro. Such a disgrace. They none the better... Flowery trunks! haha
    
22. I peed in the pool.
    
23. I can contispate up to a month. Imagine where all the shit goes?!
    
24. I stop having big pimples after Sec 3.
    
25. Cannot stand pimples with pus. I will continously bug pple to squeeze them away.
    
26. Hate to be monitor or chairman but loved to be nominated. Shows I am well-liked.
    
27. Watch my first porn at the age of 17 and fall asleep watching it. So funny got gu chuang one!
    
28. I die under the legs of Aries men. There's something about them that I like. Colin Chong is an arian.
    
29. At 17, I lend someone 800 bucks and never got it all back.
    
30. My ambition is to be a air stewardess so I can fly around the world and not quarrel with my mum.--- No time to quarrel with her.